Holybeast's Killing Illuminati

I'm happy with my new office now. And my new job. And my new working hour. I guess i really can not

work over the normal working hour. See, i am a lazy ass, and i really love sleeping. It tortures me when i
 
don't get enough time to sleep and lazying myself. My boyfriend always tell me that i am a lazy ass, but i don't

care. I work hard at the office, always try to give my best shot to every assignment and not to forget try to

mingle with co-workers. It's tiring, you know. Especially for a shut-in person like me to socialize with many

persons. Well, but i already get used to do it. And that's why i need my own time to lazying myself !!! In the

weekend, i usually spend my whole day in my room, alone with no noises and annoyance. You see, i will get

happier when i am alone. It's important to boost my mood for the next week, and important for my

psychology health. So please, do not bug me when i spend my day alone in the weekend, because i love it so

much, and it gives me much happiness than everyone else. Okay, it's time to sleep now. Bye.

When I see the picture of other family which consists of husband, wife and a child I feel like I wanna have that kind of family later in the future. A mini family which consists of only me, my husband and my
daughter/son.

Having a small family makes you aware of other things that is important in life too, like your self-development, your hobbies, your husband and your child who will get the adequate affection and attention, not much and not less, and the most important is: affection and attention for yourself. I mean, a wife and mother is the pillar of the family, it is our job to take care of the family. If you have too many kids, I guess your time will be occupied for your children only, and sometimes you forget about your husband or even yourself. If we take care of the pillar, it will not broken, ergo, the family will still be united, thanks to the pillar.

In my opinion, one of the most causes of the husband's affair is because the wife is not smart enough to take care the family, to balance between taking care of your child and your husband and also taking care of your condition, physical and psychological.

So, yeah, i wanna have a small family in the future, with God's will of course.

There's a typo from the title of my last post, it should be "Care For An Empathy" :)

I just bought a pair of new shoes.

It's Nine West, and i liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiikkkkkeeeeeeeeeeeeee it very much !

Thank Allah for all the fortune that has been given to me, and forgive me for all my wrongdoings.

Ulfi, do you need a pair of shoes to be thoughtful ? *slap myself

Handsome Woman:

A woman with the kind of refined beauty and attractiveness that requires poise, dignity, and strength of mind and character, things that often come with age; not merely sex-appeal. Usually applied to a woman who is also very well-groomed and from an upper class background.

This phrase is very dated and rarely used in today's English. Those who don't understand the term could almost be insulted by the word "handsome" being applied to a woman, mistakenly thinking you're saying she is masculine.

Definition is taken from http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Handsome%20Woman

I WANNA BE A HANDSOME WOMAN !!! Can I ? Can I ?

The feeling I get when I am alone is twice happier than when I am with somebody else. Okay, that's the confession.